fear for the future

when i do again my biology exam paper , i found that my teacher is very kind , i saw that had a lot mistake in my answer but my teacher still give me 1 marks. if the 1 is no appear , my result were failed. if i still had this result , how can i face the spm result , very very fear to my future.

yesterday , kuan chong say that he wanted to get a best because he hope that he no need waste so much to study in university/college. i count the subject i can get A which only is math and add-math. this result is cannot to registry a scolarship for the continue education . i hope i can work hard in the biology , physic , chemistry, bm , moral and sejarah to push the result. if i can get 8A , then at least i can get 50% scolarship free in college.

i remember that in last year, when i get the pmr result , which is 2A , 5B and 1C. The perfection tuition had supply the scolarship for at least 3A student , which mean i cannot get the scolarship, kuan chong result had 3A and get the minimun scolarship.at that time , i found that 1 subject is very far to me to continue the study and i drop my class from 3A1 to 4sc3.only me in 3A1 drop to 4SC3.i really disappoint at that year , i do not study and always play in the class. this year , i need to get back the knowledge in form and need to study more hard but my class standard do not allow me to do it , because a lot people cannot follow it , and i only can study myself without any help except from my few friend. really sad~.~ and scare for the future.

let conclude my holiday

two week no update my blog alr , i think...~.~At near the end of my HARI RAYA holiday , my neighbor was doing wedding ceremony , but i was update my blog here ...make me feel a bit strange here , i remember i not always greet to my neighbor and it make think i am a people that no interest in society.But , when i see and hear my neighbor , their almost same like me , just sit at there and talk with their family only...is it a sosial problem in this area? feel no safe~.@

start the topic now , what can i say is , this holiday , i think that i always trick by other people , just like invite me visit their but make wrong date , ask a friend go out but he at last minute reject because a family busness. This really make me funny...but before this i never has the feel like this , maybe is puberty make got these feeling???i dont understand..

behind some bad thing , i also got a lot best thing in the holiday , play badminton with friend ,go with my best friend family to see a movie in cinime,go out with my family, go play bowling , find some similar information, go out play with friend , study with friend in their house , and celebrate my neghbor wedding.

after this , i need to face a exam again , actually this holiday is for my exam prepartion but i always play and do not do revision except today, i complete my add-math correction and some of my chemistry exam question. last time , i do not got a good result but this time i will do better then last time.

today i see a newpaper and i know that got a series is call forest series subject~.~ it sound fun!!but i do not interest for it, hahaha.

happy and tired~~

i get a very good result in the trial spm exam , for me la. my bm got 70 , first time got A2 ler...wow..
my physic got highest in class ...actually my physic drop 5 marks alr ...my bm was surprice that i can that mark . the most surprice is me , i never think that i can get A, never ...

from my mathematic teacher say , my pra - spm was near , maybe is at after the hari raya ....just finish 1 exam , 1 more exam come again...tired..but how, we only can follow the rule and do nothing..because this all is let us to prepare the spm.

talk to anime , now i watching the heroic age. it very nice leh , the monter just like the anime i most like , the power very strong , the people very tabah ..

well , actually i just wan to waste my some time in here but do nothing ...hope i can do well in my spm..

SPM trial finish,,yeah yeah!!!

wah, nearly 2-3 month never come to my blog alr, always see other people blog make me want to do a new post , but i too lazyyyyyyyy alrrrrr ..... hahahaha
in this few day , i go see a anime call K-ON!. a very very nice anime , about 4 people wan doing a light music but they also lazy like me....but they really do best when they do a show.

back to my topic , in my spm trial exam , really do very best in this time , study everyday in the exam day , each subject at least study 2 day , i never think before i can do so much like this . this really feel good when i get back my result.

my sejarah increase 9 marks and my mathematic drop 1 mark only leh ....hahahaha just check my physic paper1 mark , 30 + leh ...

happy , happy and happy